Update on Life, Coming Works!

Hey my beautiful people! I have been gone for over a month and that's mainly because a lot has happened. I was in the middle of a move and some life changes. I am finally able to finally settle down and have my life under control again. It's been a change alright, but on the bright side, I have new ideas on new writings! I will be working on them more and more and release them so we can get back to normal. You can also check out my other pages as some of them are still getting updated but will also come back to date with new stuff. Lets get back to work! 

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Freedom

There were times when I always felt caged up, as a matter of fact, it was a lot of my life that I had never been able to express myself. Constricted, I found other ways to endure such suppression. I guess I was just feeling like I would never be accepted, and I was right. One has to believe in themselves, always in themselves, as believe it or not, that’s the only way one can move forward in life. I felt suppressed by family, friends, and even my job. What kind of life are you living if you can’t be yourself? What will you think of yourself at the end of the day? At the end of your life?

 

I was born a man, always pushed to be a man and what I am supposed to do. In my head, I thought that was my role, that I didn’t have a choice. As I grew up, I always thought differently and never fit in into other crowds. It all makes sense now. I thought there was something wrong with me, but it turned out that I was just built differently. It’s kind of crazy to think how it all finally makes sense all these years later. It was a fun venture to put all the pieces together of this crazy puzzle that was inside my head and come up with the answer. I will not be accepted by many, I already lost so much from people around me, but you must be who you truly are, there is no way around it. You need to live.

 

The whole point of this mini expression of my true self is my proclaim of freedom. I feel like I can finally start living the way I truly am meant to live. I am being my true self and even if that means I’ll be alone, I rather have that than to be miserable. Like really, what kind of life is that? There is no fulfillment and that’s exactly what I talked to my therapist for years until it all finally made sense. I wouldn’t change it for anything, yes, my journey is going to be the hardest thing I have ever done in my life but it wouldn’t be life if you weren’t suffering, wouldn’t it?

 

Just be who you are and fuck everyone else! I am done with it! I am Ada!

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Estrogen

The day has finally arrived, everything has come to this

After so much pain, struggles, but victory, it’s here

The way I will change, the way I’ll never be the old me

Excitement overflow, everything will be alright

The day has finally arrived, am I finally me?

 

Fear comes to mind, this is the right option

Fear takes over, I can’t put myself through this

Fear is leaving my body, this is right

This is what I’ve been missing, this is what I must do

Fear is nothing, defeat it now, become yours truly

The day has finally arrived, putting fear aside

 

The needle looks scary, it needs to go in

The dosage looks amazing; this is what’s missing of me

I finally stuck it in, fear still pondering around

The liquid starts gushing in, I’m finally feeling it

The final drop is in, what’s next? What now?

The day has finally arrived; It’s in me now

 

Feeling euphoric, what was missing is in me

Feeling that it’s right, pure bliss and happiness

The road has finally started, let’s keep doing great things

Let’s live life as my true self, let’s go!

Estrogen is in me; I am finally the true me

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The Appointment Part I

The time was now; I just couldn’t wait any longer. Already being neglected by everyone around me, I rushed into the appointment which I eagerly waited for a long month. What was this you may wonder? It’s an appointment that will change the course of my life but let’s start from the beginning.

 

                Always feeling like I didn’t belong, I grew up in a very confusing time. Not being allowed to express myself, not being able to scream who I really was inside, everything was suppressed like time staying still. As a kid, I always had curiosity and attraction to certain things. I did not understand it, and I didn’t have anyone to ask as I was too afraid to speak. Once again, I’m suppressed for years on. Living in a household where you are shut down expressing your upmost feelings was rough, I always had to be behind the lines seeing others enjoy the things I wanted to enjoy and being forced into the role that I was supposed to be due to what is considered normal back then. Now that I think about it, being forced into something you don’t want to is anything but normal, I’m pretty sure I wasn’t the only one feeling that one. I wanted to dress a certain way, I wanted to speak a certain tone, I wanted to be with a certain group, all of these were neglected, ignored, suppressed.

 

One day, a wonderful thing called the internet entered my home. I had a whole cyber world into my fingertips and a way to explore who I really was. I had to let out of these suppressed feelings something. Sadly, I couldn’t really had the privacy to explore such things so I left it as is and followed the role I was supposed to follow. Now that I think about it, it all makes sense. All the dots connect once I reminiscence about my past. I was able to hide a folder with my most hidden secrets and thoughts. It was all able to fit on a floppy disk and I’m so glad my family didn’t even bother to check those.

 

                The adventure is just beginning as I have so much more to talk about my suppressed feelings and the way they finally were able to be freed to find my true self.  

                                                                                                                                To be continued…

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Changes

I woke up one day, a new me, a true me

After going back and forward, I kept pushing, I kept fighting

My mind is wondering, thinking and pondering

Accepting one’s true self, it’s something very important

Evolving, accepting, enjoying, and laughing, it’s sublime

I woke up one day, a new me, the true me

 

I wonder what it took, speaking and digging one’s true self

You want to accept what you hide, you think of what is right

We need to live in reality, we can’t be scared, we must accept

With criticism, with my own mind, I’m open, I’m not afraid

This is my journey, I will move forward, don’t even look back

I woke up one day, a new me, the true coming

 

I am finally free! I am here to stay

I am in the wrong body, in the wrong place

I must escape and must admit who I really am

Fight for that, fight for the true me, that’s life, the experience it is

With so many obstacles to come, I better be ready

The hardest part of my life is about to begin

To survive, to fight one, to life experience

I will be me, no one gets a say

I woke up one day, a new me, I am true

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Coming Updates! Changes in Life!

Hey guys! I've been a little slow on my writing and I apologize. I have been going through a lot of changes of myself and life itself. I have finally been making breakthroughs with therapy and made life changing decisions. I will definitely not be the same person this time next year but it's all for the better. I have some ideas and stories as well as poems I am finishing up to release this month. Thank you for understanding and I love you all! 

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🖋️ Bytes of the Ink Blog — Happy New Year 2026

Bytes of the Ink welcomes 2026 with a renewed passion for writing, storytelling, and digital creativity.

Whether through blogs, reflections, or creative pieces, this space exists to explore ideas, thoughts, and stories in a meaningful way. In the coming year, expect more depth, clarity, and inspiration.

Thank you for reading and engaging with the written word.

Happy New Year 2026 from Bytes of the Ink! 🖋️📖🎆

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