Numb

Here is a little poem I came up with. This was fun and will definitely write more of them! Lets go!!

Numb

The one day I was finally happy, one day at least

Waking up with a smile, not a frown

Looking out the window, enjoying the view

Living, Smiling, mentally safe

It was all just a mirage

Sadness overtook and the day became night

Cursed, lied to, and mentally destroyed

I was not me anymore, I was someone else

Mentally destroyed, mentally insane

The loved ones, betrayed me, lied to me

Was I the problem? Was I the solution?

Things were taken from me, one by one

I died one by one, all taken away

Everything was almost gone, I was just a unhinged

I was just a walking corpse

Not feeling, not smiling, not feeling anything

My mind was gone, my feelings were none

Nothing faces me, nothing ever again

Nowadays, I am just there, living as is

Feeling nothing, feeling empty

Carrying nothing with me, still with a glimmer of hope

Something's gotta give, something's going to give me a thrill

A living corpse, with nothing inside I remain

Happiness taken away, happiness never again

Taken away and not seeing the end of this numbness

I was once happy, I was once myself

The one day I was finally happy, one day at least

Will forever stay in question, as to when will it be that day again

Living, Smiling, mentally safe...