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Thursday, November 27, 2025

Thanks




Why should I thank you for it? What do I thank myself for?

You are there, I am here, alive and well

One must wonder, alive and well?

Bringing love, bringing sadness, experience is bliss

Experiencing hype, experiencing lessons

Finding new ways to feel, new ones to love

I wish you well, I do not wish you death

Why should I thank you for it? What do I thank myself for?

 

We are apart, we don’t talk much about it

I smile and move on, I must move on

Life is never stopping, I must rebuild

Finding the people we love, fighting for them

Even when they don’t love back, you fight, you must fight

Blood means everything, but it can also mean nothing

Be thankful for me, I was always thankful for you

Why should I thank you for it? What do I thank myself for?

 

I think of myself and build up what was taken from me

I love, I think, I rebuild, loving everyone I can

In my own ways, in a slain way

The mind can only take so much, you must love

Your body can only hold so much, you must fight

I rebuild, I will always rebuild

I survive, like a roach getting stepped on again

I always come back, I will always be thankful for that

My inner strength, the strength I give myself

To keep fighting, to keep thanking

Good people are around us, very few

Why should I thank you for it? What do I thank myself for?

 

As for family, we will always be united

Even from afar and after life has gone by

Time keeps moving, there won’t be another of the same

We make what we do, we love, we cry

I love you all, even when I’m hated, ignored, unloved

Why should I thank you for it? What do I thank myself for?

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Saturday, November 15, 2025

The Pup




With her silly snout, she looked at me, the simplest things

Talking to me with her stare, communicating she was

Awaiting my next move, she stared a bit longer

She tastes her lips, waiting, just waiting

With a jump off her bed, she was ready, we were ready

The pup’s day has begun; the simplest things

 

The pup had her routine, forever joyful of the simplest things

With a high pitch voice, I spoke, she jumped of joyfulness

If she could speak, I wonder what she would say, I wonder

Wonderful happiness, not asking for anything in return, I adore

Always positive, always leading the way, the simplest things

 

The companion pup was loved, the simplest things

Playing with her toys, looking up above, she wonders

Waiting for her treats, being a good pup, she was

Loving every second of it, hating when I left, she cries

Until you come back, wonderful to have you back, the simplest things

 

The day moves on, she naps next to you, the simplest things

She shows she loves you and wants to be with you, her stare spoke

Never taking anything for granted, she jumps of joy, a lovable pup

We do everything together, she loves head pats, she smiles

I will forever remember you, enjoy the moment, the simplest things

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Thursday, November 13, 2025

Transition




Make way for a new me, a new will

Changes in my mind and soul, new person

Feelings overwhelm me with excitement and fear

Ways I never thought I would feel, a new me

Brain waves I explored that were once obstructed

Fashion I never imagined would flourish in me

Roles are now reversed; I am not who you think I am

I am not the old me, I’m a new me

 

People look at me and think of someone odd

I found my differences were abundant

Feeling alone, my decisions are controversial

Discovering who I am, a new will, a new me

 

Changes come with a lot of pain and fear

We only live once, we have nothing to lose

People will judge whether you are this or that

Why bother with what people think? Who cares!

Just be you because I will be a new me

 

This goes to everyone around you still trying to find yourself

Fear of not exploring those urges, curiosities, atrocities by some

Is it worth it? Are you worth it? Questions come and go

Answers will appear, everyone has their own opinion

Wonder what could’ve been? A new me

 

As life moves on, everyone around you disappears

They change, they leave, hold on to what’s important

Yourself, your dreams, your new me

What do we have to lose? An old you

It’s time to explore, invoke, push through

As I am doing for me, you do for what’s for you

I am who I am, no one will ever take that or from you

Put yourself first, a new me

 

 

 

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Sunday, November 9, 2025

Wild Feline




 

She jumps all over, happily over everything

Jumps on you to wake you up as well

Destroys things without knowing, her furry tail flowing

She asks for love, attention, since she’s glowing

Purrs wildly with head pats and scratches

Wild feline goes running into the other room

 

She scratches the dog, she scratches the walls

Everything is hers, nothing is being left alone

She cries and cries, even with all the attention she cries

Feline comes rushing out of the room, out into the moon

She makes her own bed, with anything around her

Wild feline goes running into the other room

 

Her feeding time is a ritual

No need for a watch, she knows when it’s time

Rushing, meowing, purring, she does it all

Her plate is full of delicious unlimited grub

She jumps for joy, then goes back to make havoc

Wild feline goes running into the other room

 

She takes lots of naps, in random places

She looks out the window studying her territory

Wild feline enjoys the different treats of life

Finally, knocking out after a long day of ventures

Wild feline goes running into the other room

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The White Flies





The vegetables were full of white flies, just full of them. I guess the formula wasn't working but it was highly recommended by the reviews online, why wasn't it working? Was I using it incorrectly? I am not sure. This was the daily torture I endure when trying to grow food of my own during these hard times.


The economy of the world was shattered and everyone was left to fend for themselves. For a while now, things such as basic necessities were disappearing little by little, no one cared or bothered to pay attention until it was too late. Now, we have to hunt for our food, with such high demand of it, there was barely anything left so everyone had to be forced to become vegetarian. It was such a sad reality but here we are and we must survive.


There was also no more electricity, we had become obsolete with technology as there was nothing to hold them together. What's the point? The world is in ruins and we had bigger priorities. In a way, it was a relief as you won't be seeing kids on their phones twenty four seven looking like zombies. Unfortunately, the more vulnerable people would perish sooner than others. This is my world and it was only the beginning.


We had come accustomed to grow our veggies with a lot of care but with a lot of issues too. As I mentioned earlier, the white flies would destroy a lot of them so we need an effective way to get rid of them. repellents could only go so far but I understand that fighting them off would be a challenge. That's not the only thing we had to fight off, thieves of nearing homes would want to steal our food over and over so what's the solution? To take turns standing guard. This old home only had two habitats, me and Emily. We met while the world was going wild and somehow we managed to trust each other in order to survive. It was that kind of feeling when you meet someone and you get a good vibe of them. She definitely showed enthusiasm and was quite a looker. Blond hair, blue eyes, and a petite figure, why would I want someone like that to help me survive? Guess it could have its advantages some way. I honestly did felt sorry for her, so we joined forces.


Emily and I fought off a lot of people but the most difficult one happened a couple of weeks ago. These freaks of nature came with the hunger of a million! We had a nice batch of tomatoes growing and it was her turn to keep an eye on them in the backyard. Of course, we had built a greenhouse that would connect to the back side of the house in order to keep everything safe, but stuff like that matter very little to the desperation of hunger. Furthermore, we didn't have any deadly weapons ourselves except machetes. Two freaks would try to sneak in through the side of the greenhouse, I was resting a bit in the bedrooms but I felt I always had to have an eye open when Emily was guarding our goodies, it was just a survival instinct, I also felt the same way when I was guarding while she slept. One of them came up to Emily to ask if they could borrow some tools for gardening, it was an older lady who looked pleasant but one couldn't be so trustworthy, you couldn't trust anyone. Emily replied 'We don't have any tools to give, please be on your way' The lady asked again and then dropped on her knees. That caught Emily off guard so she went to look if she was okay, as she went over to her someone from the shadows came and ripped through the greenhouse door on the other side, as the old lady held Emily's hand so she couldn't move the other individual rushed to her with a knife, Emily tried to move out of the way but got stabbed on the right shoulder.


With all the commotion, I was already by the door, witnessing a couple of freaks trying to not only take the food we had to survive, but kill my partner. I furiously ran to the freak with the knife and kicked it out of his hand, he would stab me with it in the process, but the adrenaline would not make me feel a single ounce of pain and pass right through it, getting rid of him with a rage. The old lady let go off Emily and ran off into the darkness while the other freak ran off the other way back from where he came from. It was a close call, we usually just scare invaders even before they try anything but we fell for the old hurt lady trick. Overall, we were alright, we were hurt, but we survived. People tend to get more aggressive as time goes on with hunger, it is a sad world we live in.


The white flies wouldn't just leave our plants, they were as desperate as the freaks trying to steal food. I feel that's why they focused on our crops. With no other choice, I would have to venture out and find a new solution for them. As the world's economy had completely disappeared, a way to get things was through trade. Food obviously being the main factor. One potato would run you so much, it was ridiculous but even more valuable than gold. I would go to our stash and get half a potato, this would be enough to try a new repellent for the plants. I figure that the repellent we got prior was a fake which is why it didn't work. That's the last time I would head to that part of town. I would head out and find a solution for survival, Emily stayed to guard.


I made haste into the other part of town, the one that I know had some better materials and found a gardening depot which are houses we call in which we can trade food for supplies to help us grow more food! It was great, but also more reliable. With half a potato I felt I could get a good deal on repellent. The owner who I dealt with before was quite old but wise. Short man, missing teeth, and with a horrible stench, It was the norm for a lot of people after all a lot of us couldn't take showers as often, water could only be acquired from the river banks. I got my repellent, and went on my way. I hadn't gone to this old man because he is kind of expensive but there was not choice, shopping around is not preferable as when we could just go on our phones and order with a couple of presses. As I'm leaving the old man says 'Survival is nothing but temporary' As I look back at him and replied 'We must survive old man'. He looked back with a grin.


I made my way back to the house, it wasn't a long journey and no one would stop me since I'm not carrying food with me, but I did had to jump into the river bank so I could fetch water for the crops and ourselves. The water wasn't the cleanest, but we had no choice. Finally, getting the water was a breeze mainly because I didn't had to talk to anyone and made my way back. I finally arrived and called out for Emily 'Hey I'm back!' but there was no reply. I go out back to see our bedroom which was untouched. No sign of Emily. I went to look for her into the trees by the yard, nothing. Emily was nowhere to be found, not even a sign of struggle. I noticed the crops had been picked out... everything is gone. Our emergency food was also gone. 'Was I betrayed by her?' I thought. I rummaged through all our stuff and clothes to try to find anything about her but nothing. I finally heard a yell outside and ran out. It was Emily with five other freaks. All holding long knives. I was unarmed, I looked straight at her as she's standing with a grin, 'Why?' She looks at me and says 'Survival is nothing but temporary' As the freaks came at me, I felt broken inside but not hopeless.


I was left for dead with multiple wounds, blood everywhere. At this point, I wasn't going to fight it anymore. My time has come....just take me, they had taken everything of value. Perishing was the only thing left for me. As I lay there looking at the sky, I thought of the good times and how much we took for granted our lives before the world came crashing down. Maybe I can go back, maybe I can do it all again. I closed my eyes, I didn't see a light anymore, but a hand dragging, it was hope.  


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Friday, October 31, 2025

Hallow


I wake up every day feeling pathetic

Just wanting for everything to end

The world to end, the fear is null

Once you're dead, you are set free


Darkness appears everywhere

On your social networks, TV, and other Media

The World is full of evil

Ripping from the poor, while the demons live high

Lack of justice everywhere

Lack of everything everywhere, a lost world

A mere life indeed, we are just here and there


Everything around you crumbles into pieces

Nothing you can do to help you build it

All hope is lost, all will is gone

Just watch as everything collides, as everything becomes nothing

Extinction is what's to come, a world lacking

Fighting will get you nowhere, a sad reality


The only pure hearts have no voice

Greediness always overcomes all

Selfishness has become a norm

Pain is an every day sensation

Watch the world crumble around you

Watch the face of happiness disappear


All we can do is watch

Hope for justice that will never be

Let me just live in peace




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